what if i quit?

swear to shake it up

causeascene — Wed, 28 Oct 2009 05:40:54 +0000

yeah who would’ve said

international love star

and you are fading so slowly

until you disappear

completely

if you’re planning a comeback

make it quick

or slide away into whatever you’d like to call
a future.

lowest low higher high

causeascene — Sun, 18 Oct 2009 06:54:55 +0000

cartel y canciones que obviamente me llegan
pero estoy bien!

de alguna manera es tranquilizador saber que no puede ser peor que esto
es decir, no podrías ser menos que lo que querés ser ahora para mi

con eso alcanza.

encontro belleza en tantas cosas. no tomo café desde aquella mañana
y estoy bien.

me encanta descubrir nuevas series que seguir, bored to death entre ellas,
nuevas canciones (y redescubrir bandas), escuchar discos que dejé olvidados
que amigos me habían recomendado

bromear con amistades tan permanentes como viejas armaduras
que se oxidan y se endurecen en viejas vitrinas de museos imaginarios.

canciones en repeat que me alegran el corazón

she got a tan and i got a sunburn
aunque sólo sean parte de mi imaginario.

estudiar. estuve todo el día solo, creo que eso vale la pena destacarlo.

no nervous breakdowns whatsoever.

y está bien y estoy bien. el universo.

to give is priceless

causeascene — Thu, 15 Oct 2009 19:24:47 +0000

i just had like a forty minute nap
but it was flooded with memories.

i can’t get myself to study.

i’m doing just fine
yeah i’m doing just fine

dear traffic buzz
you helped me write this
by reminding me that noise is also a sound.

no words on this are meant to have any meaning
not one thing of what i’ve done was meant to make you feel bad

faxing berlin

causeascene — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 19:13:48 +0000

lock me out of your life

wish i could get locked out of my heart.

edificios quebrados por la ventana

causeascene — Thu, 08 Oct 2009 16:40:37 +0000

cuarenta y cinco pesos en pastillas

espero que me acaricien el pelo hasta que me duerma
aunque sólo sean pastillas.

i’m not really hoping

causeascene — Wed, 07 Oct 2009 02:31:36 +0000

for anything at all

i keep singing about not being rescued

although it could be fun

being rescued once again

blue pills down my throat help me with my sleep disorders

maybe i could start praying to them
if i ever lose this religion.

is not like i will ever forget you

not at all

not tonight, at least

i waved goodbye to the ghost of what i did

i know i fucked everything up

it took me a while to realize

how fucked up i was

how i messed everything up

today i cried on the university doorsteps

if someone saw me, i dont care

and i dont think you will ever talk to me again
and that’s fair.

i dont deserve it
dont deserve you
im sure i dont deserve this either

blue pills down my throat
and now my arms are numb

time to go

this is goodbye she said

now i get it.

well played.

like every inch of me is

causeascene — Thu, 12 Mar 2009 13:40:24 +0000

bruised dot wordpress

i must be dreaming

causeascene — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 17:43:30 +0000

she thinks i’m crazy.
judging by the faces that she’s making.
and i think she’s pretty.
but pretty’s just part of the things she does that amaze me.
and she calls me sweetheart.
i love it when she wakes me when it’s still dark.
and she watches the sun.
but she’s the only one i have my eyes on.

tell me that you love me.
and it’ll be alright.
are you thinking of me?
just come with me tonight.
you know i need you.
just like you need me.
can’t stop, won’t stop.
i must be dreaming.
can’t stop, won’t stop.
i must be dreaming.